today i was woken up when my dad played titanic on the dvd player.
at first i was feeling qt bored since i thought i watched it for many many times alrdy.
but the jack&rose scene aft they fell into the water never fails to glue me to the tv laa.
but aft the whole show,
i just felt like life is very fragile.
and one only has so much time on earth,
so i rly dno why im working so hard and being so unhappy abt studies for?
suddenly felt very lost.
hahah. no, im nt very sad. just un-happy.
if you get wht i mean.
OKAY.
BACK TO REALITY.
the homework is never-ending.
really.
& smtimes i wonder whether it'll be better if the teachers leave ourselves to mug for exams and probably give a little homework along the way.
i find myself wasting time during lectures la.
everyone else around me didnt hv the time to prepare for the qns.
so all we do is to either copy down the ans, or stone, or slp.
so unproductive rgt!
hahah.
i sound so much like a nerd nw. 8D
we had a timed prac on friday aft sch.
i think i screwed up the paper.
but it was just a prac la.
then it dawned on me tht my phobia for maths is still nt overcomed.
(probably except the stats part)
but when i read the first few lines of complex no. qn,
i totally forgot abt the formulas tht i learned.
then i had to ask cheryl for formulas.
GT TO DO SMTHG ABT IT SOON MAN.
(wahlao, zhang zhe me da di yi ci hv phobia for subjects? ._.)
aft this post i'll need to:
pack my stuff so samantha & alby will hv space tmr. HAHAH.
off to amk central to buy necessities.
phy tuition. (reminder to self: collect cheryl's top frm lx.)
prepare for econs tuition tmr.
& TO OVERCOME MY PHOBIA.
OH GOD.
ohwell, jc life sucks.
misstan talked to my dad ytd alrdy.
am still disappointed abt my little progress/no progress.
but felt glad tht misstan encouraged me! :)
& the fact tht my dad didnt blurt out anythg abt xuchunmei.
she's horrible.
we got back a UNMARKED ESSAY AGN.
and i really wonder how can she mark all of our essays till 4am in the morning with only a "seen" & a tick on the front page.
either she marks for the whole cohort of j2s. (no she doesnt)
or she's plain slow as a turtle.
enlighten me? :)
HAHAH. damn sarcastic.
but ya, i rly doubt she flips the pages and read thru them anyw.
WHAT A TOTAL WASTE OF MY TIME.
i rather let alby mark mine la.
wth.
im alrdy thinking abt post A's activities btw.... :D
k, mum's calling.
BYE!
